Sunday, April 20, 2008

Grump grump grump

So I didn't post the last day or two because I was grumpy. I don't do much at all when I am in a bad mood I mostly just spread my ill temper around. I didn't ride, I didn't do much of anything constructive, I just went to work and made myself more grumpy. Currently, I hate my job. My manager, who has maybe half my I.Q. thinks I'm a skeez. How stupid would you have to be to steal money from your own drawer? Duh. My lack of ability in the change counting department aside, can anyone really make themselves feel bad for not paying for a soda at McDonald's? It's fucking McDonald's, where are all the hippies?
So now I am in a conundrum, I am officially sick of being treated like a brain dead zombie at work, I simply am not paid enough. However I don't know what to do. I would like to put out an ad for horse training and quit my fastfood lifestyle but thats a pretty big risk, it is very likely that no one will want what few training skills I have. I don't have the money to not be working, although as it is I don't have the money when I am working, I could use a second job, but I have no time either,ugh.
I suppose I could cut down my hours at the hell hole and use that time to either find a second job that pays better or to start a training endeavor. At least then I would have another one or two bigger (hah) paychecks coming so hopefully I would be able to find something to do before they ran out. Hmm, I will consider this.
In other news, on Tuesday I am getting the mother of all birth control. It is called Implanon, and is new enough that they don't have obnoxious commercials that cause awkward moments when you are watching television with family. It is a little hormone soaked plastic stick that goes in your arm, only one instead of six like a previous products, that gives all the benefits of being on the pill without the taking of the pill. Oh yea, and it last for 3 years! How fucking outstanding is that. I am psyched to say the least. So in a couple days I can have unprotected sex with a un-previously mentioned partner (monogamis though we are). Yay.

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